I don’t know if I have an official eating disorder, but I definitely have disordered thoughts about eating and its impact on myself.
I’m not one of those girls who think starving themselves is cool. I don't starve myself, but I would sure as hell like to now and then,
and I need people who can understand the mentally exhausting side-effects these thoughts have on a person.
I don’t have a goal weight. I just want to be happy with myself and not feel like anyone is constantly noticing the extra fat on me.
Telling me I’m skinny won’t change how I feel. It’s just a thing going on inside my head… a really really complicated thing.